Life

My life the past 4 months have made a complete change. I have grown so much since I went away to school.  I remember back in September when I absolutely hated living so far away from my friends and family.  Life was miserable for me.  Not a day went by that I didn’t want to go home.  I think God gave me those struggles in life so I could get through anything and everything.  Little did I know he was going to give me something that made me life even more special.  I met someone that made me feel like I have never felt before.  For once in my life, I felt like I was someones priority and not just some chore they had to do.  No guy has ever made me feel like that before.  I found a man that treats me right.  I have been doing a lot of soul searching and slowly I am seeing why God put you in my life Zak.  It was to make me come closer to him.  Zak you are the one person that no matter what you do, I cant be mad at you. Your smile makes me smile. Thank you for sticking by me everyday.  I cant express to you how much I appreciate it.  I was going the wrong direction all through out high school.  If I were to have gone home on my off-track, I feel like I would have done the same stupid stuff as before.  I am so happy I had to move away for school, I am happy I did.  It was the best thing that ever happened to me.  All I have been doing these past couple weeks is thinking about what life is going to be like the next few years.  I want to keep you around Zak.  You make me stay on the right path.  Thank you for that.